My Experience: This journey helped me get clear. But it wasn’t completely clear until I listened to the soul retrieval journey. The two go together nicely for me.
I wrote five pages…Amazing…I should do more journaling work…I enjoyed this very much…A little teary eyes during parts, but in a good way…I was not too surprised about anything that came up…as it was like a knowing which I feel was due to the connection during the meditation…just beautiful
I truly loved this meditation,.
I found it to be a very emotional journey too personal to share.
It was so beautiful to receive so much personal information
and love from my guides during this meditation.
They did closed the session by saying You are. Loved.
was one of the most powerful meditation yet for me,
My initial question was why was I sexually abused my whole life?
I lit a candle created my sacred space and before you even asked the first question I’m crying uncontrollably and did throughout the meditation.
a lot of I don’t know for a while then I could feel my writing getting faster and pressing on the paper really hard to the point of punching thru it while writing.
All the question had a film of flashes were I could actually see myself from the outside watching me in these moments: me smiling, laughing or having loads of fun,
I find joy in?
being playful , being in my garden, being one of the kids playing and laughing having fun as a kid, being playful with my mate, being such a part of nature to the point of making others laugh, IE playing in the mud like the pigs, stripping naked and jumping in the water, telling a tree I love it, talking long walks/ bike rides or hikes in wilderness…
Being with the animals, horseback riding, playing with my pets, loving on them big time…
What am I supposed to be doing?
Show what love looks like, Show what love looks like,Show what love looks like,Show what love looks like,Show what love looks like,Show what love looks like,Show what love looks like,Show what love looks like,Show what love looks like,Show what love looks like, this phrase was coming at me so fast I could not write it no longer I found myself very hard pressed and super fast underlining it over and over and over to the point of my page was black with ink and I worn thru my fingers are all full of ink from rubbing against the the dark underlining here this was none stop until the next question!
Again at this point I was crying uncontrollably.
What can I change now?
again went back to underlining Show what love looks like only this thime the word openly was added.
spend a lot more time in nature, spend a lot more time in bodies of water,
Think I’m forgetting one and there is a lot of my writing I can’t read just blurs together.
Then I ask my Initial question, This was my largest take away from this.
Why was I sexually abused my whole life?
I learned for the first time in my 50 years this was not about me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I got ;
They saw love and took it for themselves, They saw love and took it for themselves, They saw love and took it for themselves, They saw love and took it for themselves, They saw love and took it for themselves, They saw love and took it for themselves, …… NOT ABOUT ME! This was very eye opening for me!
I’m very acquainted with automatic writing, and this came naturally to me. Most of my journeys are very personal and do not feel right to share, especially in this type of forum without physical presence with each other, but the final three words that came to me feel ripe for sharing: Continue and pray.
I love your 3 words …. how true for these times.
This was as difficult as the first time I did it. I couldn’t float off into that space Dakota was talking about. It was me writing the whole time not my higher self. I don’t know what I feel.
Carol, just sit with it for a bit and return back to what you wrote at different times – see if it feels differently or if you receive clarity.
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