❤️ I can’t find the words, sorry ❤️
Valerie it’s ok, you don’t have to write anything down. You don’t need to say you are sorry. Much love
Thank hou Carol ❤️
I just attended the Women’s march in Asheville. The event itself was very uplifting. To be surrounded by all those people who choose to spread love instead of hatred or judgment of others. It was so empowering to spend the time with the people. I heard wonderful speakers and marched with my friends thru the streets of Asheville. Yesterday, to my dismay Donald Trump was made the 58th president of the United States. He spews hatred, bigotry, sexism, and intolerance of others in every word he speaks. Anyway, we journeyed today to rally for our voice and for the voices of others. It really brought home the message that it is time to speak our minds. It is time to own up to our responsibilities of anchoring Love in the World. It is time to offer those who may be threated by this tyrant, a place of peace and of love. I refuse to sit back and let what happened in Germany; happen to the people of the world again. After the event, we ate and came home. I was tired and drained. I took a bath, burned sacred incense, drank some tea, soaked in Epson salts and prepared for the Inipi meditation. I had done it in the past but was blocked for whatever reason. I said my prayers, chanted, connected with my ancestors in the first and second rounds. In the third round I thought I would cry and as I was allowing my heart to unarmored, our cat Salem came to me and sat on my stomach and then moved to my chest. He laid on my chest and the put his nose to my nose, then his nose to each of my eyelids and then licked my minds eye. He then laid his head under my chin and rested there for some time. He told me it was ok to be vulnerable in my heart, to release my armor. I continued to listen intently to the Inipi ceremony. I knew that the third round would be hard as it has always in the past but this time it was so different. When I actually have done sweat lodges the third round was the most difficult for me. The heat and the intensity of the ceremony usually surfaced my fears of death, of loosing those close to me. This time Salem the cat was telling me it was ok to be unarmored and feel, even though death is always lurking around. We then went to the fourth round. He continued to lie on my chest, at times cleaning himself. This was very symbolic of my own cleansing that was occurring during the meditation. I came out of the lodge with a shedding of old skin. I still feel the heaviness with the intensity of the day and the reality of the changes that are occurring politically and the impact this has on our world but somehow Salem let me know it was ok, that everything would be all right. He left after the meditation. (Salem is new to us. We adopted him in June; he loves me, but absolutely loves my husband. Today was the first time that he opened up to this level.)
What a beautiful experience and to have Salem there to heal. Too bad we can’t take cats into an actual lodge, imagine the amount of healing we would have!
We are all alive during this time so that we can rise up with our spiritual power. Trump is here for us to heal those last bits of shadow that we all have. He triggers us so that the places we need to heal and bring into the light are illuminated. I’ve learned much about my shadow since Jan. 20th!
I did this in a hot bath so I could feel the heat. I saw a little bit of color, purple, in the 2 nd and 3 Rd round I kept praying to forgive but it just felt to heavy. Felt really heavy on my chest and heart. Like it was too much to forgive
All in layers dear one … layers. You’ll forgive some today, and more tomorrow and more the next. Do what you can and just never give up on yourself!
It felt like I was RIGHT there! And re-created my desire to go experience one. I feel the gratitude & the letting go. No other signs seemed to come through at this time.
Sometimes that is just enough – gratitude and letting go! Glad this meditation has inspired you to get into the lodge! They are truly amazing experiences!
I was going to leave a review of The Inipi but I can’t right now. I have some issues to work through.
Well, I hope Carol you are able to work through them. These meditations are meant to conjure up stuff for you to witness and work through, so looks like it’s working!
I have been doing my current meditations for the North with the new candle I bought and lit for winter solstice. A dance of the flame flicker and I was nothing but string energy, jumping around in the stars like a jumping bean tons of energy but no direction. All different colors emanating from me and sometimes bursts of white light bursting out and circling me as I’m vibrating thru out space.
I hear what sounds like a child’s voice saying something but I could not make it out at first and it kept repeating, I focused on it really intensely and finally heard what sounded like: “let me go”?
As soon as I knew what was being said my energy string turned into a long crystal I was inside, seeing rainbow colors all around me in the walls of the crystal. The crystal started to spin really fast and it was filled and surrounded by bright white light and flung me into black void of space nothing was there but my white light spinning and pulsating in the void, Tears were streaming down my face, All my senses were telling me I AM GOD, I AM LOVE, I AM SOURCE, I brought this back with me and as I was coming out of the meditation I found myself saying this out loud thru my tears.
For some reason I felt being flung into the void very freeing?
This sounds really intense, and amazing. What a journey Machell! Have you ever read anything about the Merkaba? You may want to google it and read some information about it. It may resonate with you. What you are describing about spinning and being flung into the void reminds me of this. It’s essentially a vehicle for ascension …
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