This meditation was both beautiful, soulful and incredibly painful. If I had been able to overcome the fear of getting the biggest telling off of my life, then there is s chance I would still have my leg, but if that had happened I would never have met my guides or Buddha or Dakota or Amber or all the beautiful soul peeps. I would never have known what it felt like to be as high as s kite through the beauty of essential oils . I would never have known what it felt like to be accepted for who I am. I would not have become a Reiki practitioner (level 2). I did learn something though. My gp when she gave a huge telling off was acting from the heart, the nurses in ARI (Aberdeen Royal Infirmary) were acting from ego. Me a mixture of both. You see I believe my life is better as I am and I would never want to change it. Aho