I have a hard time remembering my past because it was so bad I have repressed some of it. I was able to do pretty well though, and did feel better when I had repaired my soul. Aho!
My path was through a desert. sandy. As I continued down the path the color in the sky became warmer, colorful, embracing, and beautiful. As I continued down the path cacti bloomed. shrubs appeared.
My first piece had to stay as I’m not ready to commit to the practice required of “letting her out” – it will require a dedicated practice and I think it is something I will do in December. It’s hard to work with… the whole situation didn’t make sense. I still cannot make sense of it or understand it. After this journey, I learned. I now know the night he stayed, the night my mom stopped fighting, is the night I no longer believed I mattered. It’s when I realized I was not safe. I was 7.
My second piece I always thought was inconsequential, yet the experience stayed with me. Tonight I realized it was one of the earliest conversations I remember having with my guides. I wanted to be acknowledged. I wanted an expression of importance. I wanted to know that someone was concerned about me. and while no one even realized i was missing, before some strange man found me and walked me home, My guides countered every sad and angry thought I had. I was 7.
The last shard was the shape reminiscent of a profile silhouette of an octopus (?) or a sun(?). It was a small series of moments from the beginning of what turned into years of psychological abuse from my grandmother. I was 14.
The ultimate message – I will not be left or forgotten. I will not go unnoticed. I am not ashamed. I am meant to be seen. I am important.
This was a past live soul recovery meditation for me. The last piece I couldn’t take with me. It was very strange. Not understanding what had been and lost. I will do it another time again and maybe then I wil learn and recover more
I did this one again and had a profound restoration with one very specific piece.
I’ve welcomed childlike joy back into my life and I’m so profoundly grateful for this experience.
I noticed my hands, throat and crown remain – so I’m sure I’ll return.
Thank you, Dakota!
Wow, I don’t even know where to begin or what to say. So I am just going to type and share. I have been dragging my feet through this entire West Direction. I have started this mediation before and would stop it before really starting it. Tonight, I was determined to go on this journey no matter what. I’m still sitting on floor in my sacred circle in the corner of my bedroom, in the dark and typing this by candlelight on my laptop. I have stopped crying. I think they were tears of joy by the end of the journey. I had to have 2 of my crystals in my hands before starting this journey and they had to be 2 specific ones. I setup a blanket and candle in my sacred space for the mediation. I don’t usually meditate in this space, contemplate yes but not meditate. I was crying before I looked into the first shard of mirror. This journey took me back to my mothers womb, when she was in a car accident on the way to the hospital to have me. I got the impression that I would have died if my soul did not leave at that time. This had me crying like a baby. I was in a sitting up fetal position with my arms hugging myself. It was surreal. Some back history: I was in a half body cast for the 1st 18 months of my life and did not learn to walk until after the cast was removed. I need to stop living in isolation and to start living my life to bring that piece of my soul back. I have always questioned why I am here and what is the purpose of this thing called life and I think that ties back to losing that piece of myself just before birth. What an eye opening experience. I guess I wasn’t ready until this evening to take this step. I did retrieve 2 more pieces of my soul, but this was the most profound one. My root and heart chakras were impacted by this immensely. Much Love Dakota for who you are and what you do for us. Aho.
Yes, very powerful. The small pieces, the parts that left us or we gave up. interesting mix of thigs thst came up some very small ans subtle.
I have done the meditation twice this week. I have done soul recovery in my shamanic work, but this feels just as powerful. I will come back to this meditation for a long time.
Yet again, very powerful meditation…
Didn’t see a lot of my surroundings on the path but definitely saw me and felt the pain of recovering those times I’d lost a part of myself.
Wept when brought each part back.
Felt stronger, more whole, determined it will never happen again.
Once again, thank you Dakota for this meditation, deepest gratitude.
Another wonderful journey. I restored my eyes, my heart and my “core” (solar plexus). I noticed that my legs and feet are missing pieces. I think I know how to find those in the future. For now, I’ll stay focused on welcoming back my eyes, heart and core. Thank you!
OMG!!! I felt it LL Hppwning like the first time…my heart broke, my root xhkra just fell out of me. I sure hope I put those shards in the right spot…I truly wish my souls to be whole again…
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